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1st semester over :)

Hi…….

its been so long..i wrote anything on this blog……hmm…kind of miss the feeling…when I had something to write almost everyday……

so why the hell did i give up……(1)kind of ran out of ideas…….(2) ran out of time….(3) well…sometime i get in this self destructive mode…where i think of deleting this blog forever….anyway…no one’s reading it :)….anyway…the thought of deleting this blog is on hold..right now

Yesterday only…my 1st semester ended…woooow…..kind of feeling great only…..cause…while joining btech..i din’t even think i’d make it though even one semester….so very happy for myself…and also proud about me….that i made it through…well that’s another fact that whether i made it or not would depend on my end sem result..which are not out now….but still i know i wrote enough to pass 🙂

Recently….been very busy..i.e. from the day i joined college

lots of assignment…..updating my class work…which was like climbing an everest..cause its never complete…making trips to and back from my college…which is kind of far…..and studying for exams….

even if there was some rare day we’d be having free time (which was infact RARE)…we’d rather spend it sleeping…cause believe me…sleep was the only thing we yearned for……i get 2 min on bus …and i’d doze off….so that’s the kind of exhausted and busy I’ve been..

I look at the clutter in my mail….all sorts of messages….of the sites i once joined and never found time to visit them again…..and after all these months…of tireless study….i decided i should at least mail…my “once-upon-a-time” email pen pals…whose mails used to clutter my email…oh my god 😦 i miss those times…..

I miss those times when i had so much free time i could spend..hours writing letters to my pen pals…writing poems…..writing my weird novel….texting friends all the time…and here i’m now…forgetting people’s birthday…..i kind of feel pathetic…for all the shortage of time….

so afterall..things said and done

i’m too happy and proud for making through my first sem, meeting new people, my wonderful classmates, my awesome friends, amazing teachers

and sad that many people were left behind..many things forgotten…i no longer have time to do what i loved most…..no more quality time with sis….can no longer help her.when she needs my help most….

some things gained and some things lost

but the loss is more much more than i gained….but i guess that’s what life is about…you cannot travel the path you chose..if you want to stick around with people….cause at end even they’ll have to make a choice of following their own paths…….

 

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About Nayana Nair

Hi, I am Nayana Nair. I'm 23. Just a crazy girl who has tons of things to talk about....not much organized thoughts sadly. I like to talk about everything...mostly..every conversation of mine turns into a monologue.... So I decided I should start writing a blog..rather than chat.... I'm very much passionate about music, psychology and literature.... Moderate interest in science..... I always want to be a writer (and also a teacher)..But I don't think I have the skills required...this blog is just my attempt at becoming the writer I always wanted to be...Blogging for few years, I have realized I am more of a poet (although, I am not sure that I am good enough for that label)...I hope I realize more about myself through writing. Thanks for dropping by!! Hope I didn't disappoint. :)

2 responses »

  1. Well, I read your post.
    You have so much work in the 1st semester itself?
    My 1st semester was hectic and tiring but we always used to find some time.
    And fortunately, I got a good gpa.

    Btw found your blog through InterPals.
    Thought of sending you a friend-request, then again thought you don’t just add strangers.

    Anyways, nice blog. Keep Writing. And all the best for the second semester.
    Take Care. 🙂

    Reply
  2. i am here to read your blog….

    this is just the beginning………7 more semesters to go.

    all the best:):)

    Reply

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