As her gaze was fixed somewhere
I can never be.
And her cruel words made
every sweet memory bitter.
Her words full of hatred for me,
but her action full of love.
As her smile never reached her eyes
and her heartbeat I could never find.
I looked at her
trying to find the one who loved me once
only to find someone chained to me by fate.
Who claims to love me
but never does.
I am her mirror,
Her love fed my love
and her anger fueled mine.
I shrink back to my own shattered shell
away from her accusing eyes,
away from her cold touch.
Not for revenge,
but to hurt myself before she could.
Maybe one day she would look at me
And try to find the one who loved her once
but end up with what I feel now.
Claim over someone, but not their love.