“For Now” – Nayana Nair

There is no “my type of person”,“my one and only friend”, or “my only hope”.There is too much of youthat is not for me,that I won’t take even if you gave it away for free.Because for every word of yours that I find beautiful,there are thousand other words that I have not heard yetthat wouldContinue reading ““For Now” – Nayana Nair”

“Come Apart” – Nayana Nair

We believed (or wanted to) that this world where we won’t be staying for long will be always there, will the stay the same even when we leave. That our eyes have captured something eternal. But even the stars that we believed in were in fact dying, so far away that we didn’t even know.Continue reading ““Come Apart” – Nayana Nair”

“Unlocked” – Nayana Nair

You can come near.I look different, don’t I?All my words sounds unconvincing, don’t they?A bit shabby, almost a contrast to my past,I know.But would you believe me if I tell youthat there is something in all of usthat never changes.The one thing that we chose to be in spite of allwe have to loose forContinue reading ““Unlocked” – Nayana Nair”

“Flower Everyday” – Nayana Nair

Walk towards mewith no hidden agendas,only openly declared intention to use mefor gaining whatever you want.Call it love, if only it makes you feel better.Not for my sake.For me, it only makes it worse. x Walk away with apparent contemptat what is left of me,when everything in me wilted.I know you can only love theContinue reading ““Flower Everyday” – Nayana Nair”

“Love?” – Nayana Nair

I wanted too littleand yet you who speaks of all the riches of this worldyou could not give me the little that I wanted.Not because you can’tbut because you would rather not. … I am poisonous.I am the worst,the one people should avoid.All my sorrows are my punishment for not being what you wanted.All myContinue reading ““Love?” – Nayana Nair”

“Far from Truth” – Nayana Nair

For someone who speaks so muchI mean so little of what I say.I let myself be swayed too easilyand too often.I foolishly take my passing feelings and poor judgmentsas some eternal truth,when they are not. Today, I may talk of my wait for this sorrow to leave my life. Tomorrow, I will claim it asContinue reading ““Far from Truth” – Nayana Nair”

“All the talk about survival” – Nayana Nair

I walking around this planettalking about survivalas if I actually lived to survive.I didn’t.There are many who dobut they are not the ones who are filling the worldwith papers filled reeking of envy and tears.The ones who are really desperate, who really fear extinction-disappear as they fearwithout leaving a trace of the hurt that hadContinue reading ““All the talk about survival” – Nayana Nair”

“If this was Home” – Nayana Nair

There was never a point of timewhen I could sit back and say-“This is home.This is where I will always be.No one can take me away from here.Here is where I am bound to be.”Because I could never hold onto anything even when I wanted to. *** I was always convincedthat there is something veryContinue reading ““If this was Home” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember(5)” – Nayana Nair

No it is not an escape anymorebecauseit is not only me who is into these addictions of milder kind.All I want is what everyone already has.Don’t worry these books and music I get high ondon’t alter my perception of realitylike they used to before.So I am fine with irrelevant goals of having one more bookContinue reading ““What I Remember(5)” – Nayana Nair”