If you were to find a love
that could make you complete,
I hope you find it with me.
I hope I become better
before you start looking for this love.
So that being myself won’t mean
being cruel and uncaring.
So that loving me won’t be a sacrifice.
I want to have you
without breaking you
and without breaking me.
But how often does life work out like that.
When you became the question of my life,
all I could do was hope
because what I had was not enough for myself.
What if you were to ask me something
that would remind me of my poverty?
I am afraid that this
is what you are meant to do in my life-
remind me again and again
that I am lacking in so many ways.
But all I can do is try
try to become someone who has lesser faults.
Because giving you up
is not something that I would ever want.
But some nights I wonder how long will I last
before I collapse under the weight
of your wants and mine.
Published by Nayana Nair
Hi,
I am Nayana Nair. I'm 30. Just a person who has tons of things to talk about....not much organized thoughts sadly.
I'm interested in all forms of storytelling (though I don't have the talent for it). So I like series, movies, novels, anime, and whatnot. I'm also really passionate about music, psychology, learning languages (I just dream big, too undisciplined to makes any actual progress) and literature. I am overall just a curious person who is interested in all kinds of things, as long as they suit my taste.
I always wanted to be a writer (and also a teacher)..But I don't think I have the skills required...this blog is just my attempt at becoming the writer I always wanted to be...Blogging for few years, I have realized I am more of a poet (although, I am not sure that I am good enough for that label)...I hope I realize more about myself through writing.
Thanks for dropping by!! Hope I didn't disappoint. :)
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“But some nights I wonder how long will I last
before I collapse under the weight
of your wants and mine.”
Little change
”But some nights I wonder how long will I last
before I collapse under the weight
of your memories that I possess ever since we both gone apart.”
Sorry if I made it a bit extra in that . Just a little try
This is so emotional
Thanks a lot 😁😊
Most welcome
Reblogged this on Alessandria today @ Pier Carlo Lava.
Thanks a lot for the reblog 🙂
I’ve really enjoyed having a look at your writing. Delicate, beautiful, and meaningful.
I am really glad that you liked my writing 😊
Your kind words means a lot to me.
Thank you so much 😊
You are very welcome, I’ll be back to read more!