“I love you (probably)” – Nayana Nair

I wish falling for you was easier
but it isn’t, it could never be
that is not how you like it-
easy love goes only as far as that
and maybe that is why I loved you.
Or maybe that’s what I tell myself.
Everything I tell myself is a whisper,
a secret from you.
I tell myself stories of a ‘you’
that probably never existed.
I hope you never get to hear them,
for now even my sacrifices feel like betrayals.
I am afraid, till the end
my heart would only be able to love the fiction of you.
I am afraid, till the end
you would remain unloved.
Even when you don’t deserve to be.
That hurts me more than knowing that
even I cannot be truly loved by you.

8 Comments

  1. ibonoco says:

    Don’t be afraid anymore! 😊 Thank you for your text. John

    1. Nayana Nair says:

      Thank you πŸ™‚ Glad you liked it πŸ™‚

      1. ibonoco says:

        😊😊

  2. blindzanygirl says:

    Another brilliant poem Nataba πŸ™‚

    1. Nayana Nair says:

      Thanks a lot dear πŸ™‚
      Really glad that you liked it πŸ™‚

    1. Nayana Nair says:

      Thanks a lot for the reblog πŸ™‚ πŸ˜€

      1. Always happy to share your posts, My Dear!
        xoxo 🌹🌹😊

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