“i am so fond of you” – Nayana Nair

as you melt your heart into oceans
i fear my arms betray me sometimes,
sometimes they go numb,
they surrender at the thought of your warmth.
when you tell me of your love
as i ache for another,
i want a part of me to ache for you as well.
when you settle for being my comfort rather than my love,
i wish i had loved you instead.
but we are selfish dear
i cannot give up
just as you can’t.
we wait to be seen by the one we can’t seem to reach.
we wait because that’s the only answer we have.
we try to forget the love that we can have but don’t want.
i am fond of you,
so forget me if you can.
i can’t bear to see my pitiful self
in you, i can’t bear to drag you down to my hell
only to leave you alone.

8 Comments

  1. Good morning. I like what you just wrote and what I understood after translation πŸ™‚

    1. Nayana Nair says:

      Good morning πŸ™‚
      Thank you so much dear.
      I am really glad that you liked my poem. Means a lot. πŸ™‚
      Have an awesome day ahead. πŸ˜€

  2. A very beautiful expression of talking to the other-self. Your poetry is maturing wonderfully, I wish that I had the time to read more of it. Wonderful development, well done.

    1. Nayana Nair says:

      Thank you so much πŸ™‚ πŸ˜€ Means a lot to hear that from you πŸ™‚
      I know life does get busy. But I am really grateful to you for taking out a bit of time to read my poem and for your encouragement. Thanks a lot πŸ™‚ πŸ˜€ Will try hard to improve more. πŸ™‚

    1. Nayana Nair says:

      Thanks a lot for the reblog πŸ™‚ πŸ˜€
      Glad that you liked it πŸ™‚

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