Fog swims over my study table.
The glasses grow cold and old
and useless.
Again I forget to drink the medicine,
the milk, the love that fills my phone.
Like I forgot to get vaccinated,
to close the door, to wear something warm
even after being reminded
how easy it is to die.
Someone is waiting for me
to say the words I do not mean.
But they love me
so I try not to hate them for that.
I sink back into my chair.
I sink somewhere in the fog.
I try not to struggle too much.
I try to live with all my heart
but it is so difficult.
So difficult
to accept, ingest anything.
So difficult
to forget that I am drowning.
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Hi,
I am Nayana Nair. I'm 28. Just a person who has tons of things to talk about....not much organized thoughts sadly.
I'm interested in all forms of storytelling (though I don't have the talent for it). So I like series, movies, novels, anime, and whatnot. I'm also really passionate about music, psychology, learning languages (I just dream big, too undisciplined to makes any actual progress) and literature. I am overall just a curious person who is interested in all kinds of things, as long as they suit my taste.
I always wanted to be a writer (and also a teacher)..But I don't think I have the skills required...this blog is just my attempt at becoming the writer I always wanted to be...Blogging for few years, I have realized I am more of a poet (although, I am not sure that I am good enough for that label)...I hope I realize more about myself through writing.
Thanks for dropping by!! Hope I didn't disappoint. :)
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it rains in my heart 
Heartfelt poem Nayana. How are you?
Really glad that you liked it 🙂 Thank you 🙂
I am doing well dear.
(Just surprised that it is June already. I think this year feels the shortest year of my life.)
How about you? How are you doing?
Yes year started with ups and down world wide and yet half year seems so early . All fine at my end .
Such anguish
Glad you liked it 🙂 Thank you 🙂
This is very strong and moving. The questions it raises pulls your readers in and makes them want to know more. Your poetry is noteworthy. Stay well.
js
Thank you so much for all your kind words. Means a lot to me 🙂
Really glad that you like my work 🙂
Have an awesome day. Stay happy and well. 🙂