“Last Kindness” – Nayana Nair

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“You were almost my whole world”, he said,
waiting for me to say something-
an excuse, an apology, a lie that would make him
as important as I seem to be in his words.

His belated words are always beautiful,
his love always drips at the corners of every end
that I try to carve out of us.
Once it was an assurance to know all our ends are fake.

Once I was made of dreams,
once he was made of songs,
and now we are back to being mere flesh
that we can’t accept each other for.

Now we are pretty sure
we can live without dreams that hurt
and that there are other songs, better sounds
that won’t cut us up before we are dead.

Yet he tries to care for the one he no longer wants
as I try to stay silent for his sake, for my sake,
for an end that doesn’t drag on.
Or is it to look pitiful and arrogant in his eyes.
His eyes liked me best when I couldn’t be wavered,
when I seemed something more than just a needy heart.

I wonder why we try to look humans even as we part,
why we must show the faces we have grown to hate ourselves for
and act like lovers in pain, like this is the end of our lives.
When love was the last thing we needed,
seeing it was the only thing we were ever ready to give up on.

5 Comments

  1. So beautifully written, actually two lovers start their journey with great love and care but due to pressure of reality they forget that, they only wanted love nothing else but then it may be too late β˜ΊοΈπŸ’—β£οΈ .Thank you very much β˜ΊοΈπŸ’—

    1. True…I believe most people start with good intention and many times life is a bit to cruel…We can fall out will people with whom we would have wished for a forever had the situations been different.
      Really glad that you liked my work πŸ™‚ Thank you so much πŸ™‚ πŸ˜€

      1. πŸ˜ŠπŸŒΉβ£οΈβ€οΈπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’—πŸ«πŸ‘πŸ’πŸŒ·πŸ’“πŸ’–πŸ’“β˜ΊοΈMy pleasure. Stay happy and blessed forever πŸ’—πŸ’πŸ’ž

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