“Eventual Fall” – Nayana Nair

She just laughed and said“you are not really intelligent,you know that right?”as she packed her bag,making space for her only notebook, with difficulty.I wonder if she really needs all those the things.She is not a careful person,I know that because her list of priorities is horizontal-everything is important, everything is equally dispensable.I hear a songContinue reading ““Eventual Fall” – Nayana Nair”

“Born Like This” – Nayana Nair

“i was born like this”, I lie,when I really want to say “the normal ones, the sane onesare surprisingly excellent at breaking anyone without any guilt whatsoever. i no longer have strengthto leave them, or beg them,or handle the repercussion of wanting them. i fear them only when i crythough i am not exactly sureContinue reading ““Born Like This” – Nayana Nair”

“The More I Hear” – Nayana Nair

The songs buzz in my head. It’s only your voice in that song this time that stops me from moving away. This noise again that feels like love. For I have already been acquainted with it in another sweet disaster, when someone told me I was worth more than what I think of. And manyContinue reading ““The More I Hear” – Nayana Nair”

“New Limitations” – Nayana Nair

I tended to all the brokenness that now remained on your skin after they found you at places where they didn’t want you to be. I hoped it was only your skin that was red and sore. The more silent you sat, the more my heart worried. As you tired to smile for me IContinue reading ““New Limitations” – Nayana Nair”

“Potential” – Nayana Nair

My every action feels like a potential trigger for my all-seeing god and his all-criticizing followers to throw me into the hell that is still under construction. They are always changing the furniture, always tearing down new wallpapers, to suit to life I fear most. But I can never make up my mind. Maybe knowing,Continue reading ““Potential” – Nayana Nair”

Day 3- Quote Challenge

“You’ve become an accomplice in your own annihilation and there is nothing you can do about it. Everything you do closes a door somewhere ahead of you. And finally there is only one door left.” ― Cormac McCarthy Now I am not sure what this quote exactly makes me feel. But every time I readContinue reading “Day 3- Quote Challenge”

“Endless Screech” – Nayana Nair

It has been long since I saw your face for what it was. Now the ends of your lips droops and your words stings and your action have become the endless screech of a madman. I didn’t want to spare my words to remind you of your change. I didn’t want to forgive you forContinue reading ““Endless Screech” – Nayana Nair”

“River” – Nayana Nair

Rivers of people crowded the alleys of my mind. Every thought of mine had to go through them. And they were relentless. By the time it made through them, it was not the same. That beautiful new born thought had turned into a old stranger. I learned one thing that I can never have aContinue reading ““River” – Nayana Nair”