“and one day i stopped without wanting to” – Nayana Nair

i am a girl who reads too much between lines, especially yours.and your words, they were coldbut they were warmer than the pages they were written on.and since i wanted to love youi tried to see your world as one big adventureeven when my heart was filled with fear.i tried to do things that mightContinue reading ““and one day i stopped without wanting to” – Nayana Nair”

“Another Failure” – Nayana Nair

If only yearning was the correct word for what I feel for you now. There is a voice in me that has taken over my throat and it speaks what I never wanted to say. It admits all weakness that you never knew I had. What is the use of confessing what no one evenContinue reading ““Another Failure” – Nayana Nair”

“Add to my Words” – Nayana Nair

The silence, whose reasons evades your understanding, doesn’t fit in the the 200 page guide to this world you have made, that irritates you, also lets you paint me worse that what I am, lets you add footnotes to my words.

“As you try to save me” – Nayana Nair

I have always looked at you with wonder and worry, as you held me in your arms from falling. Did you ever know that I fell anyway? The relief of having you close vanishes in that fall, replaced with only awareness of this body that I live in and this mind where I die. LetContinue reading ““As you try to save me” – Nayana Nair”

“Murky Waters” – Nayana Nair

As I drop one stone after other into the murky waters with dust that never settles. I find sounds in the air, forming words which were almost lost under the blankets of pain. I do not try to find the one who cried out these words. I just add them to the stones that areContinue reading ““Murky Waters” – Nayana Nair”