“All the boxes are checked” – Nayana Nair

It hurts a bit more naturallyand less violently,now that betrayal has a range,has not one but many faces.Now I need not figure what I did wrong. All the boxes are checked: family, family, friends, not friends,thank-god-we-were-never-friends friends,i-am-sad-i-stood-up-for-you friends,people who marked my skin with their nameto own mewhile i slept in their arms(another golden cup addedContinue reading ““All the boxes are checked” – Nayana Nair”

“Can’t do this alone” – Nayana Nair

Hold me back from loosing myself to the the slow pain that reaches from within me spiraling up to any light it can see. Pushing me, climbing over me. Not caring. Needing not to care, while my body moves from one breaking world to other, from one uncertain gaze to another. As I read myContinue reading ““Can’t do this alone” – Nayana Nair”

“Who seem to know a lot” – Nayana Nair

Nothing scares me more than people who seem to know a lot about world, who seem to know every answer to every problem. Especially when the answer is that the weight and blame of this collapsing world only lies on shoulder of few. And answers mostly revolve about how not every one is equal. IContinue reading ““Who seem to know a lot” – Nayana Nair”

“What you’ve hidden” – Nayana Nair

In the books that you’ve hidden at the bottom of boxes that no one looks through. In the words that have not seen the light of your eyes for a time, long enough to be called forever. In those books and words, I know I will find a part of you that was once notContinue reading ““What you’ve hidden” – Nayana Nair”