“make me a flower” – Nayana Nair

It snowed all night.All night I created stars for your eyes.I bore the weight of the roofas you slept, cried, ate,smiled, memorized dial tones,stared at me like you stare at screens with static,paused expectantly as you told me the storyabout your friend who is filled to brim with sugarand seems bit oddwhen he tries toContinue reading ““make me a flower” – Nayana Nair”

“please leave” – Nayana Nair

please leave.i am so fed up of this lovethat only exists in my head.my heart is a glacier, my skin a floodplainand yeti speak of home and familyas if i am filled with warmth till my brim.what do i know of love?what do i know of love, to hold you back?we have held hands longContinue reading ““please leave” – Nayana Nair”

“Losing my delusions” – Nayana Nair

I am stuck somewhere between the hopeless continuation and the frightening end. The spiraling down tower of love, the staggering me- filled to brim with saved up hopes spilling, losing one calming delusion at a time- wasted on the people, wasted on reality that never wants to change, never wants to grow. The soft skyContinue reading ““Losing my delusions” – Nayana Nair”

“Days and Nights” – Nayana Nair

I see you there on the terrace of a house that I must imagine, for I have never seen it in all the years we have been together- your house- that sits on the same piece of land as mine. The roads, the night, the days-that separate us. The words that fill this huge spaceContinue reading ““Days and Nights” – Nayana Nair”