“Only Weight” – Nayana Nair

She said“The moment I glaceat the empty parking space in the sky,I wait for you to appearwith the plastic wings and your boyish grin.” The sky does that to me too.I look at the drooping branchthe sky holds in its mouth,I wait for you to tear your most beautiful dressat the knees, your tiny tiaraContinue reading ““Only Weight” – Nayana Nair”

“the darkness that she sings for me” – Nayana Nair

i am in lovewith the woman who sings andbecomes the backgroundof my every night. i like to listen to her voiceas she takes my every secondkeeps it out of my reach,teaches me some really suspicious waysto keep myself safe from the her demons. she glows in the darkness that she sewsonly for me,for me toContinue reading ““the darkness that she sings for me” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (19)” – Nayana Nair

there are morningswhen i have forgotten how to forget.i open my eyesonly believing the dream just broken.there are morningswhen i hate myself for waking upand my body for needing reality so much. “i cannot give my heart to you”,i remind myself to say this as i gulp down a glass of chocolate milk,in case someoneContinue reading ““What I Remember (19)” – Nayana Nair”

“Only Me” – Nayana Nair

Stay here with me. Everyone else has forgotten you dear. Only me, it is only me that carries you everywhere it rains, everywhere the Sunday morning starts with empty table and aching heart, everywhere the number blinking in my phone is not yours. It’s only me that wakes up in this nightmare of life clutchingContinue reading ““Only Me” – Nayana Nair”

“Life with you” – Nayana Nair

There is something about this life. This life with you that makes me feel guilty. It is the life that I am not supposed to be in. I feel like I am trespassing and any moment someone would catch me for asking and taking more than I deserve for thinking of a possibility of happinessContinue reading ““Life with you” – Nayana Nair”