“Calling” – Nayana Nair

my heart-i wish for its sake that i don’t make it through this sadness.for its sake i don’t want to forget nor forgive.anyway, the next love will just be the same story with new actors.except me.me-like always i would give myself upfor lives of those who are better than meand put my heart on aContinue reading ““Calling” – Nayana Nair”

“Aftermath” – Nayana Nair

Like me, probably many have tried their bestto set their limits,have learned how to stop before learning how to move.We recite story of forgiveness, of patience, of eternal undying loveto our children at night.and when they fall asleepwe recite these stories to ourselves,so that we may not forget them.I remember all the proofs, every newsContinue reading ““Aftermath” – Nayana Nair”

“A Dying Storm” – Nayana Nair

i close all the doorsas if a storm in coming,as if closed doors can protect me from something so huge,as if hiding is a better option than fleeing.‘i wish i had created more places to hide in my life’i thought this as tried to burn all my best clothesas if i will freeze to deathContinue reading ““A Dying Storm” – Nayana Nair”

“Break for Your Sake” – Nayana Nair

As I say that I am ready to break for you, I wonder what is this breaking that leaves my mouth every time I am asked to show what my love is. My breaking? Is that all I can do? Is it what you are to me? A reason to destroy myself? I wonder ifContinue reading ““Break for Your Sake” – Nayana Nair”

“Closer to Me” – Nayana Nair

Now the dark corners are the only safe place remaining. The loveless days are the only memory where we can rest where we can hide from all the passion that we wished for, all the feelings we couldn’t handle. You once wrote to me about the night that hung as a curtain over your window,Continue reading ““Closer to Me” – Nayana Nair”

“Hopeless Wishes” – Nayana Nair

Our hearts are perpetually suspended in a time that flows around us. And our ghosts pin us to our sins, while we yearn to be the person we were a second ago. Though our heart are full of ashes and smoke of loves we have burned with us. We still hopelessly wish to be withContinue reading ““Hopeless Wishes” – Nayana Nair”

“Undone” – Nayana Nair

The world drips down. One drop at time. Dragging and blurring the colors that marks the edges that separate all of us. A drop too heavy, a drop too light. And as it splatters into smaller drops. My love and my peace are droplets fallen far apart. My happiness and my people, my dreams andContinue reading ““Undone” – Nayana Nair”

“Hum in my ears” – Nayana Nair

There are sorrows too shallow to be indulged in, too gray to strike anyone’s eye. There are sorrows that are only mine, That hum in my ears as I struggle to sleep. These are the sorrows that define our life. and destroy our peace. Sorrow born out of dreams that never got a chance toContinue reading ““Hum in my ears” – Nayana Nair”

“STORY” – Nayana Nair

How proud we should be to be human. How proud indeed. How civilized we are, to kill each other when given a chance. How learned we are, to destroy anything that is different from us. These pages of history that we have left mark on. and these pages of today that we read each morning.Continue reading ““STORY” – Nayana Nair”