“What I Remember (24)” – Nayana Nair

It is time to go out into the world. It is time that I try hard to get my heart brokenand pretend that it is happening for the first time, to claim that I trusted blindlyknowing it is not something I am capable of, to fit my body awkwardlyin the kind of life that peopleContinue reading ““What I Remember (24)” – Nayana Nair”

“Hope you feel the same” – Nayana Nair

I read about the life you left behind.About the days when love couldn’t protect anyone.Days when there rose a necessary evil in you.It seems once you were good enough to fall for the traps that I live in.I wish I had known the fragile you,but maybe it is all for the best,for my cruelty walksContinue reading ““Hope you feel the same” – Nayana Nair”

“Wish List” – Nayana Nair

what do i want? snapshots of food i can’t eat? GIFs and videos to forward? people to gossip about? people to gossip to? friends? false sense of confidence? a filter for my mouth? a switch to put my heart to death? a reality check (altered to suit my expectation)? amnesia? counselling sessions? one more funContinue reading ““Wish List” – Nayana Nair”

“Eroding Structures” – Nayana Nair

I checked my diaries for the hints of regrets, for the eroding structures of demands I once made from life. I checked my skin for the trace of scars- the remains of the unreasonable yet necessary decisions. The sharp bleeding memory of the blade, of the hatred I inflicted on myself. I checked the outlineContinue reading ““Eroding Structures” – Nayana Nair”