“About Voices, Miracles, and Consolations” – Nayana Nair

“I can’t leave cause I am broken.No one would take me now.No one should have to make do with someone left behind.“But its your voice that says all this.Your voice is stronger than mine.Yours is the only voice that I have. The hope of a miraculous understandinghas so far proven to be my weakness,a wordContinue reading ““About Voices, Miracles, and Consolations” – Nayana Nair”

“As long as I had love” – Nayana Nair

The air fills my lungs,and drowns me and now I remembering things that I shouldn’tI am remembering every moment of my incomplete death.Someone cuts a window in my chest,rips into pieces the words that shouldn’t get out.A rough skin holds me a bit too longwith a bit too much force,a bit too much neglect.“ohhh…it wasContinue reading ““As long as I had love” – Nayana Nair”

“One Despair” – Nayana Nair

Even though I fed myself so many lies and called them dreams, but I guess I still cannot call them lies. Because though stupid, the innocence that once made me believe in all kinds of kind future and made me think that I won’t have to choose just one or get the one I choose-Continue reading ““One Despair” – Nayana Nair”

“Residue of questions”- Nayana Nair

Every smile I have ever faked leaves a residue of questions on my lips. Asking, “Why is it, that this smile can’t be real? Why is it, that the world is so easily convinced by my lie? Why don’t they try to break this facade when they see it in which I am trapped?”