“You’d be proud of me” – Nayana Nair

Just wanted you to know that I am doing well, that I miss you even when I shouldn’t, that you’d be proud of me if you saw how good I have become at evading love, that I am doing all that I wanted, that without the barriers of your love my life stands in luminousContinue reading ““You’d be proud of me” – Nayana Nair”

“Potential” – Nayana Nair

My every action feels like a potential trigger for my all-seeing god and his all-criticizing followers to throw me into the hell that is still under construction. They are always changing the furniture, always tearing down new wallpapers, to suit to life I fear most. But I can never make up my mind. Maybe knowing,Continue reading ““Potential” – Nayana Nair”

“Add to my Words” – Nayana Nair

The silence, whose reasons evades your understanding, doesn’t fit in the the 200 page guide to this world you have made, that irritates you, also lets you paint me worse that what I am, lets you add footnotes to my words.

“Footsteps we left behind” – Nayana Nair

How unaware we are of the dreaded future, how close it lurks. And how our tragedies step over out footsteps that we left behind when we tried to flee it. How in the most unsuspicious moment it will grab us, till we know of nothing but pain. How beautiful is each minute in which IContinue reading ““Footsteps we left behind” – Nayana Nair”