“appetite” – Nayana Nair

god, don’t give me the ideal.i have lived here too long.now i can’t seem to loveanyone who is not a bit mean,who doesn’t bite back. i seem to only have the appetitefor unsure feelings.i can only tolerate to hugsomething that is breaking,a breaking that nothing can stop or change. and on the nights when iContinue reading ““appetite” – Nayana Nair”

“Craft” – Nayana Nair

the broken stories that you lived on were never actually broken. these stories are not pieces of a whole, but a whole that is meant to look like a piece. they are made so. they are crafted to be faulty, to look like us, to look like the things we want to be but aren’t.Continue reading ““Craft” – Nayana Nair”

“Foresee” – Nayana Nair

The wave that ran towards me, threatened me, filled me with fear, turned out to be nothing. It didn’t even reach me. The demons I saw in my future turned out to be nothing like I thought of. I kept you away. I suffered in vain. My life with you could have a paradise, ifContinue reading ““Foresee” – Nayana Nair”