“I keep looking for you” – Nayana Nair

I am floating towards youagainst my own will.I struggle and looseagainst my fate,against what my heart loves.I am floating in your eyesin spite of all my flaws.I am happythat you love me. I am floating again,floating away from youand my heart has forgotten the love I had for you.But I fearsomewhere in me your areContinue reading ““I keep looking for you” – Nayana Nair”

“If this was Home” – Nayana Nair

There was never a point of timewhen I could sit back and say-“This is home.This is where I will always be.No one can take me away from here.Here is where I am bound to be.”Because I could never hold onto anything even when I wanted to. *** I was always convincedthat there is something veryContinue reading ““If this was Home” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (1)” – Nayana Nair

the floors of the uni i went to were too slippery, too shiny, crowded with too many people whom i couldn’t look at nor understand. i see people print the words of fond memories in the air when they are reminded of days when they had friends. but i do not remember anyone having friends.Continue reading ““What I Remember (1)” – Nayana Nair”

“Flaw of my Heart” – Nayana Nair

Though I hate to admit it, I have known more happiness than I should. And the days of sorrow that I talk about were not as bad as I write. The flaw of my heart was always being too expectant, of overestimating my worth in the schemes of life. Believing that the tales I readContinue reading ““Flaw of my Heart” – Nayana Nair”