You stand beside the fire” – Nayana Nair

In the rubble with nerves hiding sparks,in the nest of sleeping explosives,again it is you.Again you are here to prove somethingby doing something unasked for. You build a place for warm tea,for all our shivering ghosts to haunt.You place the chairs that are not chairsbut buckets that cannot hold anything now.There are chairs that areContinue reading “You stand beside the fire” – Nayana Nair”

“in this castle of forever” – Nayana Nair

i held on,only because i fearedi might regret giving up on someonewhom i could have probably loved again with time. i held on even whenthis scenario of finding love in you again didn’t give me any happiness. love only taught me fear.fear of hurting you.fear of being hurt. in this castle of foreveri haunted theContinue reading ““in this castle of forever” – Nayana Nair”

“Another Dream” – Nayana Nair

The world is still blue, but blue looks so beautiful today. Today there is no better you or better me that haunts us in our happy moments. So you can plan your solo journey on your old map while I get ready for my work. Let’s mark date on calendar, a place on earth whereContinue reading ““Another Dream” – Nayana Nair”

“Hint” – Nayana Nair

Once I could call you, call your name without reason , without the anxiousness that now haunts me when the phone keeps ringing or when you stay silent as you wait for me to take the hint. -oOo- I am afraid of bringing up my own name in front of you. I am afraid toContinue reading ““Hint” – Nayana Nair”

“Just Poems” – Nayana Nair

My mind that understands is chained and crippled by its understanding. It only tries to understand new words by comparing it to what has already written or read. It only understands feelings in terms of the pain it has given or all it has suffered. -o- So when I stand in front of the doorsContinue reading ““Just Poems” – Nayana Nair”

“All Over Again” – Nayana Nair

All that led me in life- Sometimes towards you, sometimes away. My pride, my greed. My sense of right and my lust for wrong. All have left me alone in life, as you breathe your last. Struggling to be free from me. … Your eyes found me hiding in the truths I created everyday, soContinue reading ““All Over Again” – Nayana Nair”