“My Pretentious Love” – Nayana Nair

i am delusional i feel that i am broken when i am not i feel that one of these daysi may finally cry for youbut i don’t i am in lovewith being brokenwith being out of place in this world you are again losingagainst my obsessions today again i am planning to visit my pastContinue reading ““My Pretentious Love” – Nayana Nair”

“Cutouts of Star Factories” – Nayana Nair

Though the sky is filled with lightsthe nights on this land are lonely as ever.Again I am in lovewith a part of sky,with things that we call heavenly only because they are out of our reach,only because they are not ours to keep,because every god seems to love them more. I end up on websitesContinue reading ““Cutouts of Star Factories” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (10)” – Nayana Nair

I want to write about the boring, about all that is insignificant, about the trust that lasts, about the promises that are kept, about the things we don’t have to beg from god. I belive there must be some things in life that goes as we wanted to, that didn’t take our effort, our prayersContinue reading ““What I Remember (10)” – Nayana Nair”

“We are stronger than we think” – Nayana Nair

“We are stronger than we think.” I always avoid saying such nonsense. I have always hated words that have no meaning , no real sympathy, words that almost sound like: “shut up! stop crying! we have had enough. don’t make the atmosphere so depressing. we can’t help it. you can’t either. why bring up suchContinue reading ““We are stronger than we think” – Nayana Nair”

“how to love you?”- Nayana Nair

I want to ask, “Does my love matter to you, when your love is all that matters to me?” But I don’t. What good is it, to hold onto such hope. How much could you love me? Already I dissolve in air the moment your eyes leave me, how can I let your lips touchContinue reading ““how to love you?”- Nayana Nair”

“Same Mirror” – Nayana Nair

Even though we know we will end up being disappointed in ourselveswe still want find that same mirror again and again,expecting to see something different.Hoping that it will work out one day.Hoping one day our faults would be too insignificant to matter.Relying on the surety of the forgetfulness of the worldthan the forgiveness that weContinue reading ““Same Mirror” – Nayana Nair”

“Beautiful” – Nayana Nair

You are beautiful, because whenever you are amused, surprised, sleepy, curious, interested or irritated, you look like a child who can hold my hand and be really happy when I offer you the cheapest candy. And I can be the child who feels pride because of your smile. So even if I am gifting youContinue reading ““Beautiful” – Nayana Nair”

“My Liberation” – Nayana Nair

The first half of my life was spent following the lines drawn by other and second half spent on searching and choosing the people who will draw those lines for me. My liberation didn’t come as a cloudburst but only as shower. It only came as the the control of smaller insignificant parts of greaterContinue reading ““My Liberation” – Nayana Nair”