“What are we doing now?” – Nayana Nair

Another chanceto get our highfrom the powdered dust of dreams,from digging desperately, getting closer to the voiceof the demons we buried just yesterday,breaking nails and curfews tosave the skins we can’t live without. Another chanceat making a home,choosing colors for our ceilings,choosing the sides we will sleep on,choosing not to be the ones we haveContinue reading ““What are we doing now?” – Nayana Nair”

this is not how i should be – Nayana Nair

I hate to admit this to myselfbut I can’t quite understand you.At worst, I judge your unreasonable feelingsand your self-indulgence.Often I step away and try hard to feel your painand yet it escapes me.Whatever I imagine is the landscape of your heart is,it is never quite correct.Something really important,probably a loss that I have neverContinue reading “this is not how i should be – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember(5)” – Nayana Nair

No it is not an escape anymorebecauseit is not only me who is into these addictions of milder kind.All I want is what everyone already has.Don’t worry these books and music I get high ondon’t alter my perception of realitylike they used to before.So I am fine with irrelevant goals of having one more bookContinue reading ““What I Remember(5)” – Nayana Nair”

“Saviour” – Nayana Nair

This sad heart of yours,this heart that I love the most,I wondered oncewhy it couldn’t rise above what it is suffering fromeven when you have me.Why as I sit with you talking about myselfyou smile as if trying to contain the tears that you won’t be able to explain. x I have always felt thatContinue reading ““Saviour” – Nayana Nair”