“Redefining my Happiness” – Nayana Nair

so as the last effort to rescue methey came in,dressed in the ultimate cool lifestyle. they handed me all the tools that i might needto break away from the ‘sad’ in me.they filled me up with clocks that told the wrong time,told me that i would get used to the thrill of it. told meContinue reading ““Redefining my Happiness” – Nayana Nair”

“Ready to Break” – Nayana Nair

We are the mediocre television soapthat no one wants to see.We have learned to gulp down bland food, bland life.The books that get us jobs, get us friends, gets us love, we have learned to pay for it without bitterness. We adore the mania, the depression,the moments when we don’t want to think clear-that makesContinue reading ““Ready to Break” – Nayana Nair”

“A Silent Machinery” – Nayana Nair

I put on my favorite show(that I have seen for umpteenth time),increase the volume,fill my plate.My eyes glued to TVnotices too late all that I have spilled,fill my plate with things I won’t eat. The same beautiful scene.Under the yellow light stand two actors,pretending to be in love,doing a better job at itthat we everContinue reading ““A Silent Machinery” – Nayana Nair”

“Saviour” – Nayana Nair

This sad heart of yours,this heart that I love the most,I wondered oncewhy it couldn’t rise above what it is suffering fromeven when you have me.Why as I sit with you talking about myselfyou smile as if trying to contain the tears that you won’t be able to explain. x I have always felt thatContinue reading ““Saviour” – Nayana Nair”

“Unnoticed” – Nayana Nair

Yesterday, a line etched on my hands slipped away from the skin that once held it so dearly and still I lived on as if the the fate I lived now was the one I was destined for. I like to call it yesterday for it is easy to suppose that we always knew whatContinue reading ““Unnoticed” – Nayana Nair”