this is not how i should be – Nayana Nair

I hate to admit this to myselfbut I can’t quite understand you.At worst, I judge your unreasonable feelingsand your self-indulgence.Often I step away and try hard to feel your painand yet it escapes me.Whatever I imagine is the landscape of your heart is,it is never quite correct.Something really important,probably a loss that I have neverContinue reading “this is not how i should be – Nayana Nair”

“A Butterfly in a Concrete World” – Nayana Nair

now i only remember her smile.it is stuck in my mind like a song. now all i want is to be the reason of the this beautiful spring on the landscape of her face, just a bird who sits on a branch of her heart, just the the light that passes through her fragile wings.

“White Eternity” – Nayana Nair

The gentle snow, my longing eyes, your beautiful smile- all against the landscape lost in eternal white. All these are no longer my precious memory of my everlasting love. I do not remember when you became this person who capable to such harm and such deceit. It is a shame that the you from longContinue reading ““White Eternity” – Nayana Nair”

“Putting Up Fences” – Nayana Nair

Today, you are more beautiful that I remember you to be. Today, I feel we are almost invincible. It is funny to say out loud this word “invincible”, when life proves again and again how it is just another consolation to our mind, a fence to fend off the reality. So that we might knowContinue reading ““Putting Up Fences” – Nayana Nair”

“Landscape”- Dorothy Parker

Now this must be the sweetest place From here to heaven’s end; The field is white and flowering lace, The birches leap and bend, The hills, beneath the roving sun, From green to purple pass, And little, trifling breezes run Their fingers through the grass. So good it is, so gay it is, So calmContinue reading ““Landscape”- Dorothy Parker”