“Blue white love” – Nayana Nair

As I wait for youin the back seat of your caralmost losing sense of my limbs and my scarsI smile – the sad smile I would never use when I am sober.I smile thinking,thankful,at least I am not crying and waitingin the trunk of some stranger’s car.I don’t necessarily love youbut I guess I loveContinue reading ““Blue white love” – Nayana Nair”

“Holes” – Nayana Nair

I do not want to fill up your absence with anything.I want them to become holes that move and eatand behave in ways delusions cannot.I want them to ruin this world for me.Even when time eats away my brain,I want to remember only you.I want you to be my phantom heart.I want you to beContinue reading ““Holes” – Nayana Nair”