“maintain my world” – Nayana Nair

and this sad premise is not a commentaryon how rotten the world isbut an observationthat we have a pattern that is hard to break. that people often misinterpret the habit of one thingas a proof of its superiority over everything else in world. that words can move your heart,sometimes for worse.it can move you towardsContinue reading ““maintain my world” – Nayana Nair”

“Notifications” – Nayana Nair

It seems I have another friendship to celebrate today even though you-who is supposed to be my friend is nowhere to be seen in the recent calls or messages, nowhere in the list of people who wish me luck and bless me on my birthday they don’t remember. But isn’t friendship more than just rememberingContinue reading ““Notifications” – Nayana Nair”

“Passing Amusement” – Nayana Nair

I told myself I just needed some answers to solve this life. So that I can untangle my feelings from this world, from the shadows of people I am maintaining by my wavering light. But when nothing got solved and the problems became too familiar to be thrown away from my life. I told myselfContinue reading ““Passing Amusement” – Nayana Nair”

“Can’t do this alone” – Nayana Nair

Hold me back from loosing myself to the the slow pain that reaches from within me spiraling up to any light it can see. Pushing me, climbing over me. Not caring. Needing not to care, while my body moves from one breaking world to other, from one uncertain gaze to another. As I read myContinue reading ““Can’t do this alone” – Nayana Nair”