“As long as I had love” – Nayana Nair

The air fills my lungs,and drowns me and now I remembering things that I shouldn’tI am remembering every moment of my incomplete death.Someone cuts a window in my chest,rips into pieces the words that shouldn’t get out.A rough skin holds me a bit too longwith a bit too much force,a bit too much neglect.“ohhh…it wasContinue reading ““As long as I had love” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (10)” – Nayana Nair

I want to write about the boring, about all that is insignificant, about the trust that lasts, about the promises that are kept, about the things we don’t have to beg from god. I belive there must be some things in life that goes as we wanted to, that didn’t take our effort, our prayersContinue reading ““What I Remember (10)” – Nayana Nair”

“Walking Home” – Nayana Nair

The street is lined with houses that have forgotten how to breathe anything but neglect. There are broken windows through which I see hopeful eyes staring and crying trapped in homes that reek of wait that yields more wait. The street is lined with trees that never grew. The roads cling to the snow thatContinue reading ““Walking Home” – Nayana Nair”

“Don’t waste your love on me” – Nayana Nair

I have never been someone lovable. I am far away from territories of innocence and honesty. They are not me. I can try to be a girl with halo and sweet smile. But know this, that too is a scheme and an act. Don’t ask me for things I can’t give you. Don’t ask meContinue reading ““Don’t waste your love on me” – Nayana Nair”

“United” -Nayana Nair

I take each step forward thinking about the steps you took without me. My heart has faith in the love that it felt and it knows not how to give up. But the pain of your indifference and neglect hits the shore made of pebbles and shells we collected all our life, for the oneContinue reading ““United” -Nayana Nair”