“I am not mistaken. I know it doesn’t hurt you.” – Nayana Nair

I wish for once to be unstable enough,to lose it for once,to kill every part of me that wants to take your nameevery minute of the day,to throw away this shit that you haveengraved me into-into your bigger plans, into your list of exes,into the list of girls who would never be good enough forContinue reading ““I am not mistaken. I know it doesn’t hurt you.” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (11)” – Nayana Nair

beauty may be only skin deep but lack of it goes deeper than that. so deep that you end up learning to want things that you wouldn’t otherwise even think about. i wish i could remember every face that was surprised to know that i am okay with looking older than i am, surprised thatContinue reading ““What I Remember (11)” – Nayana Nair”

“Empty Shells” – Nayana Nair

The list of all the words that I use and don’t know meaning of: friend, understanding, dream, ethics, distance, space, wait, promise, family, kindness, virtue, trust, love, love, love, love, love, love, (I was told I need to be especially obsessed with love if I want to be normal) I, me, memory (real or invented),Continue reading ““Empty Shells” – Nayana Nair”

“Before you were here” – Nayana Nair

I can tell myself again and again that you are mine, you are mine. But I know as you do that only because you found me and saved me doesn’t mean that you are bound to me. Though my presence can show you some part of you, that you cannot see otherwise; in no wayContinue reading ““Before you were here” – Nayana Nair”