“why are you breaking yourself ? “- Nayana Nair

becauseholding myself togetheris getting too painful with time becausenow the pain makes be beliefthat the paradise in me is dying because of me becausein my dream i saw myself smileand i fell in love with the impossibilities becausethis body cannot hold the smilethat i seem to forget too easily once i wake up

“let me hold you close” – Nayana Nair

my heaven would have flowers in blue,a storm of sunshine,a road that runs like the soft songthat you once made me hear,a sparrow that never stays still. obviously i do not know what it would be liketo live in such a heaven.whether i would really be at peace there.but through the walls of stone thatContinue reading ““let me hold you close” – Nayana Nair”

“Foresee” – Nayana Nair

The wave that ran towards me, threatened me, filled me with fear, turned out to be nothing. It didn’t even reach me. The demons I saw in my future turned out to be nothing like I thought of. I kept you away. I suffered in vain. My life with you could have a paradise, ifContinue reading ““Foresee” – Nayana Nair”

“We are stronger than we think” – Nayana Nair

“We are stronger than we think.” I always avoid saying such nonsense. I have always hated words that have no meaning , no real sympathy, words that almost sound like: “shut up! stop crying! we have had enough. don’t make the atmosphere so depressing. we can’t help it. you can’t either. why bring up suchContinue reading ““We are stronger than we think” – Nayana Nair”

“Glossy Paper” – Nayana Nair

I had too many magazines of glossy paper with pictures of places better than where I live. I always bought the one showing better lives. (what can I possible do or dream with knowing the worse ones) I would like to say that I remember each beach I saw, that I remember the colors IContinue reading ““Glossy Paper” – Nayana Nair”