“you are lovely” – Nayana Nair

“you are lovely” “you make me forget the unpleasantness of my life.so i will call this love.calling you my love is the only waythat i can depend on you without feeling weak.” “i dreamt of yousitting and singing on the blue couchof my childhood home.home that my parent’s respective loves burnt long ago.you remind meContinue reading ““you are lovely” – Nayana Nair”

“All your cold dark songs” – Nayana Nair

as i get inside the crowded bus,a phone rings.a ringtone just like yours. has the world shrunk to the sizeof the tragedy we created,that i find you like this? i know it is not you,but it could be.so i do not turn back.it could be you,so i try not to cry. this is not wherewalkingContinue reading ““All your cold dark songs” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (13)” – Nayana Nair

i did all that i must doand now no one asks me what’s next.thankfully,no one burdens me with with their dreams anymore.i am no longer a possible candidate for the worst,for taking over the misfortune of my mother’s life.i no longer have to worry about hurting my parents bybeing like them or living like them.thankfully,whatContinue reading ““What I Remember (13)” – Nayana Nair”

“Childhood Photo” – Nayana Nair

i do not want to be a childwho thinks that the world is this windowwhere i wait for you to return.but i am. and you are also the one who has promised to never return.but you have made many promisesand you have broken so many of it.i guess i am counting on youto stay trueContinue reading ““Childhood Photo” – Nayana Nair”

“Afloat” – Nayana Nair

I find myself more broken that I was before.I find myself praying to every deity who did me wrong,who never cared,praying that they changed their mind,hoping that maybe today they will find me pitiful enoughand finally see me as one of their child. -x- And while they continue to stay silent and cruel and distant,IContinue reading ““Afloat” – Nayana Nair”