“could-have-beens” – Nayana Nair

when saw my skin, i saw only crackscracks that would have looked worseif i could see better.i wanted to look awaybut all i could do was think-age is creeping up on meslowly and cruellyand you are not here. i think of all the things i can never have now.things i meant to do everydaythings iContinue reading ““could-have-beens” – Nayana Nair”

“My Bitter Taste” – Nayana Nair

All my roads and plans are lined up side to side. And on every path I take I see myself giving up sooner or later and the moment I give up I become the same person I was before the I took these steps. Being the same person I am used to comfort me once.Continue reading ““My Bitter Taste” – Nayana Nair”

“What next?” – Nayana Nair

I never wish to wake up to face this world that always demands that I must dream. And these dreams need to be big enough, must require effort, must involve sacrifice, or at the least be tangible or materialistic. And I feel something must be wrong with me to know that the only thing IContinue reading ““What next?” – Nayana Nair”