“Now playing: the ominous names you are yet to know, yet to resent” – Nayana Nair

I board the train that I couldthinking,only thinking about the one I couldn’t.There are only tunnels, only darkness,no network,only cold metal that I rest my headhoping for my fever to come down,only windows that turn into mirror. In those momentary mirrorsI always look like someone on life support.In the crowd that no longer suffocates meIContinue reading ““Now playing: the ominous names you are yet to know, yet to resent” – Nayana Nair”

“Trade Myself” – Nayana Nair

Will this river that runs between us loose its taste of mistrust, if I take up your blood and let go of mine? I wish I could do that. But a part of my mind, that is yet to be corrupted by love, rationalises and prefers my loveless and homeless state than to entrust myContinue reading ““Trade Myself” – Nayana Nair”

“Playlist” – Nayana Nair

I go through my playlist, looking for all the songs that like-crazed people have written for me and for lonely nights as these. This voice of stranger that sings my pain takes me back to this same bed and same sorrow somewhere in the past that I want to loose. Someone sits beside me yetContinue reading ““Playlist” – Nayana Nair”