“Not So Bad” – Nayana Nair

he sings the most beautiful song.so beautifulthat the sky becomes a reflection of the heartthat he can barely carry in himself.the words on his lipsthey break, they sound different,feel different,they sound like the first cry of a baby-the violent coming to life.they run and collide and shatteragainst the rough indifferent surfaceof this dying world, aContinue reading ““Not So Bad” – Nayana Nair”

“As long as I had love” – Nayana Nair

The air fills my lungs,and drowns me and now I remembering things that I shouldn’tI am remembering every moment of my incomplete death.Someone cuts a window in my chest,rips into pieces the words that shouldn’t get out.A rough skin holds me a bit too longwith a bit too much force,a bit too much neglect.“ohhh…it wasContinue reading ““As long as I had love” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (16)” – Nayana Nair

you and me you and the me that i was, that you hated once, but not as much what i am right now you and your rough sketch of me that looks like bits and pieces of your past lovers you and your ticking clock, both waiting for me to change you and you habitContinue reading ““What I Remember (16)” – Nayana Nair”

“You are more than love” – Nayana Nair

Thank you for seeing my rough and the jagged mind, blood running down my arm, hope running out of my eyes. – Thank you for trying and for telling me when you couldn’t try anymore. You have made me feel that I also deserve decent goodbyes. – You cannot love me. I could have lovedContinue reading ““You are more than love” – Nayana Nair”