“Now what?” – Nayana Nair

For a change I made breakfast for oneand didn’t cry over it.I didn’t turn back as he packed his favorite partsof this heavy life with me.He didn’t ask me about the things I have hidden away.I felt a bitter thankfulnessthat my memories are mine to keep,that my beautiful moments have been erased from his heart,thatContinue reading ““Now what?” – Nayana Nair”

“What I Remember (1)” – Nayana Nair

the floors of the uni i went to were too slippery, too shiny, crowded with too many people whom i couldn’t look at nor understand. i see people print the words of fond memories in the air when they are reminded of days when they had friends. but i do not remember anyone having friends.Continue reading ““What I Remember (1)” – Nayana Nair”

“Don’t waste your love on me” – Nayana Nair

I have never been someone lovable. I am far away from territories of innocence and honesty. They are not me. I can try to be a girl with halo and sweet smile. But know this, that too is a scheme and an act. Don’t ask me for things I can’t give you. Don’t ask meContinue reading ““Don’t waste your love on me” – Nayana Nair”