“but love…” – Nayana Nair

but lovethe i cannot see youwithout this night,for you are not my sunbut only it’s reminder. but lovei can be the person you loveonly as long as you love be back,as long as my heart wants to forget the pastand the owner of my heart. but lovein your gloryi always fall short.i yearn to loveContinue reading ““but love…” – Nayana Nair”

The Scale of 1 to 10 (part 3)” – Nayana Nair

#the right time to answer the door The doorbell has been ringing for hours. I wish I could say it was annoying. But it is not. A part of me is happy to know that you are out there. That you know that sooner or later I would answer this door. It has been longContinue reading “The Scale of 1 to 10 (part 3)” – Nayana Nair”

“What do you see?” – Nayana Nair

i sat on the cold melting ground,my hand filled with what would soon be me.“there is nothing to scavenge here,there is no hope in such death”,you said as you placed my handon this face that you no longer called yours.“what do you see?“(you asked this so often)“what would you like me to say?“,were the onlyContinue reading ““What do you see?” – Nayana Nair”

“Waiting for Winter” – Nayana Nair

if i carry a flower in my heart.if i could name this flower after myselfand i walk into rooms where i do not belongand tried to become a garden, become a springto all the orbs of winter walking past me,would they stop and look into my eyesand see the effort, the sincerity i am puttingtoContinue reading ““Waiting for Winter” – Nayana Nair”

“Your Cactus” – Nayana Nair

i never learnt about gardening, nor about patience, nor about caring,nor about looking after anything that doesn’t speak, doesn’t complain,doesn’t tell me in plain words how i am terrible, how i mistakes make meeven if those mistakes are not mine. i wish i was blind, i wish i was mute, i wish i was theContinue reading ““Your Cactus” – Nayana Nair”

“Puddle” – Nayana Nair

I fall into pieces in your love,fall like rainand make puddles out of your footprints,there within the boundaries of your steps,the steps you have forgotten,lay my tears,lies the remains of my sincerity and my heart,lies my world,lies my lovethat you have forgotten as well.