“Can’t do this alone” – Nayana Nair

Hold me back from loosing myself to the the slow pain that reaches from within me spiraling up to any light it can see. Pushing me, climbing over me. Not caring. Needing not to care, while my body moves from one breaking world to other, from one uncertain gaze to another. As I read myContinue reading ““Can’t do this alone” – Nayana Nair”

“Crises” – Nayana Nair

The small crises of my day-to-day life that seem like disaster, were nothing more than my heart rebelling against my heart. Of me fighting myself, Of me looking at myself, mocking at myself, crying with myself. Of accepting the solitude I had subjected myself to. Of not knowing a way out of it. Of thinkingContinue reading ““Crises” – Nayana Nair”

“Knock” – Nayana Nair

My life is divided into different rooms as is my heart. For as long as I remember, from the time I used to care for decorations to the time I am too lazy to clean up. From the moments of sweet solitude by the window to the clinking glasses and winking eyes. The room belongedContinue reading ““Knock” – Nayana Nair”

“FRIGHTENED”- Nayana Nair

I roam around these empty rooms, this silent hallway. And I am frightened. Not frightened of loneliness or ghosts. I am frightened of my response to this solitude. I am frightened to see every fraction of me relax. I am frightened of how calm my mind is, how confident and powerful it feels. I amContinue reading ““FRIGHTENED”- Nayana Nair”