“to the one who loved everything true” – Nayana Nair

the truth isi have loved youmore than what my heart could take. for yearsthe only moment i loved myself, felt proud of myselfwere the ones where i put my better judgement in the drain,were the ones where i clinged onto you even as you made me cry,were the ones where i suffocated and killed myContinue reading ““to the one who loved everything true” – Nayana Nair”

“Shopping in the HATE section” – Nayana Nair

should i thank youfor becoming the faceless strangerthat i dread the most? you are the new voice inside my head.less of a voice, more of a threat. how should i make you happy?how can i shut you up?-is all i think about.i want to grow upand grow out of this mindthat can’t take even thisContinue reading ““Shopping in the HATE section” – Nayana Nair”

“You are more than love” – Nayana Nair

Thank you for seeing my rough and the jagged mind, blood running down my arm, hope running out of my eyes. – Thank you for trying and for telling me when you couldn’t try anymore. You have made me feel that I also deserve decent goodbyes. – You cannot love me. I could have lovedContinue reading ““You are more than love” – Nayana Nair”

Black Cat Blue Sea Award

So this month I got my second blogging award (yipee…). So happy. 🙂 I don’t think I will ever be able to handle the awards calmly. My only reaction is and can be hysterical happiness and excitement. (I guess I am too childish 🙂 ) I came to know yesterday that fauxcroft has nominated me for BlackContinue reading “Black Cat Blue Sea Award”