“What I Remember (14)” – Nayana Nair

LOVE IS … hiding my smile when you walk towards metalking your name, just because i can(just to make sure that i can).feeling like a child when you call my name back.interrupting the meaningful silence with pointless debates, pretending to sulk, acting cute,being happy to act like idiots for once.wasting away time,walking towards nowherebecause thatContinue reading ““What I Remember (14)” – Nayana Nair”

“Too Good and Too Sweet” – Nayana Nair

love? no, i suffer from no such thing. even if i do, that is an easy illness. there are delusions that i can buy that can ease all these pains of affection. if nothing else, my lover and my heart knows all the lies, that can put me to sleep even when my world burns.Continue reading ““Too Good and Too Sweet” – Nayana Nair”

“My Bitter Taste” – Nayana Nair

All my roads and plans are lined up side to side. And on every path I take I see myself giving up sooner or later and the moment I give up I become the same person I was before the I took these steps. Being the same person I am used to comfort me once.Continue reading ““My Bitter Taste” – Nayana Nair”

“The Usual” – Nayana Nair

Sure I don’t feel hollow for the every minute we don’t speak. Sure I don’t wait for your messages when I am with friends. And I don’t feel weak even when your anger breaks my back and your love breaks my heart. You told me something was wrong with me and this is not howContinue reading ““The Usual” – Nayana Nair”

“Aunt” – Nayana Nair

“Yes, I do have plans for my future my dear aunt.” I say, after I see her put her cup down and look at me with sympathy and resentment. “How can we not worry. It is your future we are talking about.” Actually, I never had these conversation, at least not with my aunt. IContinue reading ““Aunt” – Nayana Nair”

“Scroll” – Nayana Nair

I scrolled through and then scrolled back again. I did this too many times comparing each picture with another. I knew I would not remember even one of them and probably edit out all uncomfortable and evident pain but carry only the image I could see in all. That all who were struck by lightningContinue reading ““Scroll” – Nayana Nair”