“Inviting the Gray Life” – Nayana Nair

My memories of deprivation,of yearningare placed in, are shot with the background of aesthetic picturesque urban structures,with the clear skies that only peace or money can paint. *** How sadthat I feel the need to break down in grander messed up place and time-to make this loss real,to make myself real,to shed this one tearthatContinue reading ““Inviting the Gray Life” – Nayana Nair”

“Unconsumed” – Nayana Nair

I hear sweet laughterfrom far away (from the floor above).Leftover light from that bright world falls on me.But it is not mine.and it seems I am not allowedto love anything that is not mine. It seems no one can be mineuntil I constantly try to please them,chain them to me, make them dependent on me,doContinue reading ““Unconsumed” – Nayana Nair”

“Another Failure” – Nayana Nair

If only yearning was the correct word for what I feel for you now. There is a voice in me that has taken over my throat and it speaks what I never wanted to say. It admits all weakness that you never knew I had. What is the use of confessing what no one evenContinue reading ““Another Failure” – Nayana Nair”