.
Sometimes it was okay
and we would all know it,
even when the the shadow of our protectors
still weighed heavy, their greed
still felt on our backs as the soft whip.
Sometimes we felt loved by our land
even as the flag with our faces
stared down at our sewn lips.
We would wake up,
step out of our tired used skins
and know it was only now
we could pray to each other.
Now when the towers of red
could be seen sleeping,
now when the cruel songs fade.
The only time we could kill,
our fear – of the monsters we had become,
our fear – of friends we had come to yearn.
In the silent hour,
in our every moment of relief
all we did was kill,
all did was bury.
We did whatever we could
to hide the the crystals
of love and hope
away from all the blood.
We did all we could
so that we could remain
like a dragonfly, remain like a duck,
so that our organs knew kindness,
recognize it easily when touched,
so our remains wouldn’t forget
the feeling of trust
even as we made the new towers
with bones of our friends.