RSS Feed

Tag Archives: darkness

“Too Much Love” – Nayana Nair

tumblr_inline_mn3xec68ml1qz4rgp

Lets go down together-
in the darkness that you dread so much,
towards the love that you want so much.
Let me hold the falling you,
let me become the warmth
that you never knew.
I have a bleeding heart
that knows too much of love
and doesn’t know when to give up.
The smile of yours
that has kept me alive till now,
I want to give it back to you.
I will find a way
to get you back on the path
that your feet deserve,
even if it leads you away from me.

Advertisements

“Only She Knows” – Nayana Nair

tumblr_op18neUM7A1ud2pkwo8_500

She left the door ajar
and closed the curtains as she left,
like she did so many things
that I didn’t ask her to do.
Like so many things I didn’t notice.
Did I fear darkness of the room?
Did I fear drifting into sleep
no longer be sure
that this body would continue breathing?
I feared a lot.
I knew the names of imaginary insects
that crawled inside my mind.
But only she knew how to close my eyes
and close my heart
to the pain and paranoia
that only I could feel.
I woke up to curtains soaking the sunlight
and the sweet humming from next room.
And I didn’t want this humming
to go farther
than this.

“Climb” – Nayana Nair

cute-flowers-girl-house-kitchen-morning-Favim.com-74213

Three steps materialize in front of me
every day.
Step 1 : You tell me how you love me.
Step 2 : I believe you.
Step 3: I realize love is not enough.
Love is not cute always
I am losing too much to cherish the love in your heart
After that last step, I see myself fall into the darkness
that binds me to you.
Even though I fall
I clench in my fist
my hatred and mistrust for this world,
for which you suffer.
Everyday I wake up
to these three steps again.
Everyday I choose to climb them,
for you climb those steps with me,
suffer the same as me.
I will climb them everyday till I die.
I will climb them, only for you.

“Must Run” – Nayana Nair

Posted on

running-away

I knew in that moment
that I must run out into the darkness
and find a way
that even the streetlights avoid.
Find a place with no roads
where flowers of new season
will hide my unsure steps.
I knew I had to run away
Or I will never be the same.
So that I don’t loose everything
I (almost) have.
I must run back to that house in wilderness
that I left behind,
to the life I left behind.
So that there are no more graves
of my loved ones
with my name as the murderer engraved.

“Step into the memory” – Nayana Nair

Posted on

IMG_48410230240180

I sing them a song
in the voice that may soothe their hearts
but fills me with feelings
which are very similar to words
like choke, suffocation and breathlessness.
Though you might not think twice about it,
I know what I have done.
I have walked into the prison that my life was.
But I love myself for taking that step
into the memory of darkness
that cannot actually hurt me.
It is just remains of the hurt that was.
But here I also find remains of ‘me’ that was.
And I am happy, for I know
rarely do people get chance
to become what they were, even for a minute.

“Midnight Call” – Nayana Nair

Posted on

sleepgirl

There is somewhat
a hesitancy in me
to I pick up the call
at midnight.
The ring sounds different.
It has a shaky sound
immitating the hands
that must be struggling to hold
phone in the very hand
through which countries of stories
have slipped into darkness.
Leaving behind
this person
who must feel like a character
who has lost his story.
And I am afraid
I can’t offer him
the words that can build up his life back,
that can calm his chaotic breathing,
and shuddering heart.
I can’t do it.
Because I was once on the other side
and my hands are still shaking.
I turn around in my bed all night
trying to reassure the only heart
that I can heal.

“Like You” – Nayana Nair

Posted on

jconnaissance_3701ctf_gal700px

The corners of the page
where my hand rest,
are smeared with a darkness
that reminds me of you.
And some things in life
are beautiful,
just because they are painful
and sad
and comforting,
just like you.

Mi objetivo es luminoso

Fotografío cosas..

Tajalápiz

bitácora de poemas y relatos de Leonardo Torres Londoño

FOTOCAMINJG

Lo que mis ojos ven y mi camara intenta captar.....

VAN KLEIN EN GROOT

foto's van kleine beestjes, bloemen en planten.

Fotografía de naturaleza

Pasión por la fotografía de Naturaleza.

Delatorre f/5.6

Fotografía y otras miradas

Pepe Miralles Photography

Fotografía de Naturaleza y Paisaje

POINT BLANK

...come closer

Célebes 3.0

La versión 3.0 (beta) de Célebes

Curious Hart

The Whys Woman

Hello World

Walk along with me

The Journey of My Left Foot (whilst remembering my son)

I have Malignant Melanoma, my son had Testicular Cancer

The Contented Crafter

A blog containing random thoughts, bits of life, creations from my art room and tales of a cat named Orlando and a puppy named Siddy

restlessjo

Roaming, at home and abroad

Beauty lies within yourself

The only impossible journey in life is you never begin!! ~Tanvir Kaur

Detlef Gimbel - Fotografien

Faszination Fotografie

Movin' on

Meandering with camera...